Post by its H A F K I E on May 1, 2008 1:00:31 GMT -5
As a little kid, I was the outcast of my class. The few friends I had moved away, and life consisted of me going to school, being bored, doing my homework, and then maybe trying something to cure the boredom at school.
I tried to make friends in Teatherball, and in a way, I did, I just didn't know it yet. I know I met Trevor and Elias, and I might have also met Jake too.
I tried to fit in with Gameboy and Pokemon cards, but that never worked, and eventually someone stole my cards, leaving me in a horrible day when I walked into 4th grade crying over the things. Although I had the same games you guys had on the Gameboy, I was a little too late. I didn't know there were other Pokemon players (Which was stupid considering the cards), and I missed out.
Eh, I didn't want to elaborate like that, but since it's already typed, I'm not gonna go erase it.
The point is, thanks for giving me the courage to finally do something other than stay at home and be paranoid about everything. While it may not seem like much to you, the Van Meter parties were the first times I have ever been at someone elses house for fun and no real purpose. They were the real turning point, and I had so much more fun after those nights. Even more in my sophomore year.
Now, my Junior Year is something different. I'm honestly not paranoid anymore. I don't believe you are all out to get me anymore, and honestly, after breaking that barrier, I see what all I have missed. I've made a vow to enjoy the rest of my high school life, as I am very unsure of the future right now. As you can tell from the past, I don't like change. I know change can be for the better, but I still like where I am now. I still have people I hate, but I am not a dick to everyone anymore.
As it is now 1 AM, and I have school in the morning, it is now May.
As my birthday passes on Saturday, it will be the last month with the Seniors. While next year is going to be hard, I have no doubt that it will still be a great year. The lowerclassmen are really starting to pull some of the weight, and I am happy for them.
I still can't believe its already over.
I tried to make friends in Teatherball, and in a way, I did, I just didn't know it yet. I know I met Trevor and Elias, and I might have also met Jake too.
I tried to fit in with Gameboy and Pokemon cards, but that never worked, and eventually someone stole my cards, leaving me in a horrible day when I walked into 4th grade crying over the things. Although I had the same games you guys had on the Gameboy, I was a little too late. I didn't know there were other Pokemon players (Which was stupid considering the cards), and I missed out.
Eh, I didn't want to elaborate like that, but since it's already typed, I'm not gonna go erase it.
The point is, thanks for giving me the courage to finally do something other than stay at home and be paranoid about everything. While it may not seem like much to you, the Van Meter parties were the first times I have ever been at someone elses house for fun and no real purpose. They were the real turning point, and I had so much more fun after those nights. Even more in my sophomore year.
Now, my Junior Year is something different. I'm honestly not paranoid anymore. I don't believe you are all out to get me anymore, and honestly, after breaking that barrier, I see what all I have missed. I've made a vow to enjoy the rest of my high school life, as I am very unsure of the future right now. As you can tell from the past, I don't like change. I know change can be for the better, but I still like where I am now. I still have people I hate, but I am not a dick to everyone anymore.
As it is now 1 AM, and I have school in the morning, it is now May.
As my birthday passes on Saturday, it will be the last month with the Seniors. While next year is going to be hard, I have no doubt that it will still be a great year. The lowerclassmen are really starting to pull some of the weight, and I am happy for them.
I still can't believe its already over.